Wednesday, December 8, 2010
Christmas Conversations (part I)
"Momma, where's Papa? I need to speak with him?" Mary showed a combination of emotions on her face her mother had never seen before. Anna couldn't be sure but Mary seemed to be both with fear and with peace at the same time. How could this be? Anna wasn't sure but instinctively knew that Mary needed Joachim and spoke nothing else to her daughter but to say
"Your Papa is coming up the path from the garden, go to him."
Mary ran outside and down the path to meet her Papa. How do I tell him I saw an angel who told me I was pregnant?
"Papa, we need to talk?" The tears were welling in the corners of her eyes, she was unable to form words.
"We talk all the time, what makes this talk different?" Joachim tried to inject some tenderness in his voice. His daughter was in some turmoil, struggling for words.
"Something has happened,Papa, but I'm not sure how to tell you. If I tell what happened, you won't believe me. If I tell you what's going to happen, you will think I'm a liar who made it all up just to protect myself."
"Come child, you know I've never thought like that about any of you children. You tell me what's bothering you and then we'll sort it out."
They had walked quite a bit in silence. Mary stopped to lean on a corner post of a sheep pen. The sun was setting low and bathed the evening with a golden glow.
"Papa, I'm going to have a child."
The silence pierced Mary's heart. Joachim's heart broke.
"I never would have thought....I didn't think you and Joseph..."
"No Papa, its not like that. It's not Joseph's..
"What?!!? Who has done this...
"No, no Papa, listen. It's not any body's I, I, mean I've known no man, but
"Then how are you, how are you, I, I can't even speak the word... how are you...
"Papa, listen. I've seen an angel. He told me I was going to have a baby and that the Holy Spirit would come over me and I would give birth to the holy one who is the Son of God. Messiah is coming through me."
"Don't blaspheme child! This is no joking matter!"
"Oh Papa, please, why would I make this up? You know who I am, where I've been, who I have been with. I've known no man. Please listen, please believe. I know what I saw, I know what I heard, I know what I feel. You of all people who taught us to love God, believe God and listen for Him, you've got to understand."
Her words subdued him. His mind raced. No words came for a few moments.
"I'll try, Mary, I'll try. What else did this 'angel' say?"
"He said the baby's name would be Jesus. He would be great and God would give Him David's throne. He also said my kinswoman Elizabeth is expecting and is six months along. He also said nothing is impossible with God."
"Elizabeth? She's old and she and Zachariah can't have children. God has closed her womb."
"Like Abraham and Sarah?"
Joachim crumpled down on the ground. "This is too much to take in. I can't believe what I'm hearing and yet I'm hearing it from someone who never lies to me and who truly believes."
"Maybe I'll ask God to let the angel visit you, too," offered Mary. But I wish you'd believe me, just me. I'm not lying Papa. An angel really appeared to me. I told him I was the Lord's servant and may it be to me as you have said. Then he left me."
"I believe, help my unbelief."
No angel appeared to Joachim but an almost palpable sense of peace swept over him. He looked at Mary. "This is hard to accept, but God's ways are not always easy and do not conform to us, we conform to Him. Have you told Joseph or your mother?"
"I've told no one but you."
"Alright then, here's what we'll do. I'll tell Joseph and we'll tell your mother when we walk back to the house. Then, we will send you to Zack and Liz's house to confirm what the angel said to you about her. If it is true she will need some help since their home is empty and she is old. I don't know how this will work out, especially in the family or the synagogue or the town, but if it is of God, then He has a plan and we must follow it."
"Thank-you, Papa. You do believe me."
"Well, I've always felt you were a gift from God, my child. I always sensed that God would use you. I never imagined this, I'm not sure I still can but we will walk in faith and see what God does."
Joachim and Mary were back at the house now. He took a deep breath, stood tall and expanded his chest. "You let me talk to your mother. I think I know how to start."
"What have you two been talking about. It's not fair to keep secrets from me. I'm the mother, you know."
"Now Anna, wait a moment and we'll tell you everything. Sit down, you are about to hear some strange and wonderful things. Now, first, we are going to be grandparents, -God's grandparents....."
Imaginings between the Lines Luke 1
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